Almost Spring!

In just 2 hours it will be the first day of Spring!

Wonderful, if you ask me!

I'm sick of the snow nd ice and just not being able to walk outside without help from Lesley

And also Spring is meaning that the baby is growing closer to coming out

tomorrow will be 35 weeks that it has been growing in me

and I'm getting so anxious for it to come

since starting maternity leave I have begun watching all of the baby shows

a baby story, the mom show, bringig home baby

you name it

it's so hard watching them though

because I'm sick of waiting and those just make it even harder

I just can't wait to have my baby

seriously, It's so ridiculous!

Oh well soon enough

I'm getting so pumped to

get to buy my crib and stuff soon

and my etsy stuff is coming in

so the room should be done sometime next week

but Les keeps on saying how he thinks we should move back with his mom

NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!

but he wants to move soon cuz

"we can'd afford our apartment"

Which wouldn't be so bad

but he still can't find a job

and with me on mat leave not bringing in enough money,

we might be screwed

but things may be looking up

he has an interview with a carpenter tomorrow

I'm praying he will get this job

I hate having to lie to my family about him working

but I just don't feel lke dealing with it all right now

So soon hopefully things will be getting better

just a hopin' & prayin!

and I' m going to Slave Lake tomorrow

for the weekend

it will be nice to go see all of my family and friends

me and Les should have a break too

plus its Carson's birthday party,

he turned 2 today!

It's crazy, where has the time gone!?!

imagine, in no time at all it will be my baby's second birthday!

That is if it ever decides to join us!

anyways I better get going home

off to bed for me!

good night and I will try to update at my nearest convience

:)